I came to the park today to cry and allow myself to vent in my journal. I’m here because I’ve never had the chance to truly express myself throughout my life. I’m 25 and I’m a single mother of 3 with no support system and I’m emotionally unavailable. I’ve been through every emotion a human can experience and today I choose to let it out. All who’ve hurt me and all my mistakes and bad decisions I will leave it here and I will come back when I feel the need because I know this is not an overnight process but today I choose to try another route other than suicide or self harm. I thank god for the good and the bad but today out of 25 years I choose me .